|| happy excited love & confused
Stephanie finnally came over for 5 days! we went to the movies to see exsorsist. its was Stephanie, Xiomara, Alyse and me... the movie was pretty funny not as scary as i thought it would be. Hurricane Charlie was not that bad... nothing happened here but two trees fell at alyse's house. it looks like jumangi lol.
with guys im as always... sunday i chilled with Jon Jon and Jason at Alyse's house n there was no power so we played the "spot light game" lol if the spot light was on u any1 can ask u anything and u'd have to answere it truthfully. i found out about sO many things!! Jon Jon was going out wit me and Alyse at the same time!! omg how RUDE! but it dont matter cuz that was a long time ago. I also found out that at Bianca's baby shower, Jason kissed two other gurls including me! wat an ass!! 3 gurls in one night! but o well that was a long time too
I really wanna b wit Jason but he b playing too many games... then he has the nerve to tell Laura that I'm tha one that b playing too many games! w/e! Now i dunno wassup wit Jon Jon cuz he be callin me every night now since that day we chilled at Alyse's house. He be saying he still loves me n blah blah blah... i mean i believe him but i cant b thinkin too much about it cuz he's a lil ass... the guy is dating two gurls at the same time n he has been for like 2 months!!! n he b talkin to me! hes crazy... But I thought i was WAY over Jon Jon n i realized im not but now im even more confused cuz i love both Jason n Jon Jon just in different ways n because of different reasons. Im tryin not to think about it... cuz if i think about it too much imma get stressed out. i just try to think about it as a funny situation to be in.
omg Elvis is sO sexy!! wo0o0o0o ho0o0o0o0o!!!!!!!! lol he has a car too omg... but he has a gurl n Xiomy's trynna b his friend wit benefits on da low. I could be Jon Jon's friend wit benefits if I wanted to but i dont want to cuz i still love him as i did b4 n it would only hurt me to mess around with him n not really have him. but i aint really worried about him or Jason.
I got taken outta my 7th period class cuz it was too full. I got tha same class at the same period but wit a diff teacher. and theres this boi in that class i never seen b4 i think hes a junior, n hes kinda cute! lol he saw me come in new to tha class n he sat net to me n was trynna flirt with me talkin about he likes rican gurls n askin me my name n all that. it was funny.
Now my mom has a full time job as an AT&T operator. so she quit the job she had with me at the flea market n now imma b responsible for tha whole store n everythin on my own! im sO scared. my first day alone is gonna b this saturday! n omg im so nervous cuz i dont wanna mess up n make like a really bad mistake wit money or anything. but ima gonna give it a try if i do too bad i'll quit if i do alright im gonna keep tryin...
i FINALLY got my new contacts!! i b lookin so pretty lol. Laura was the only one who said she didnt like em. but i like how they look so i dont care... she dumb anyways lol
well thats wat's been up im outty